Last night was a good night. Though this morning there is a Memory Keeper meeting going on, and I have to be there. This means I have had to leave my sleeping husband in the little time I get to spend with him, and hence I am an unhappy man.
Today, I beheld the most beautiful sky I had ever seen. A pink like Turkish delight, a stretch of lilac clouds that went on forever, and a dash of white fog between them. I have seen many beautiful sky's in my time, but this beat them all.
Earth is having christmas time again. I was shocked to find the house in Liverpool is also dressed up to the nines with festive decorations. Some sort of purple giraffe did it I believe, but who knows.
Does any one else get the urge to join in with the nonsense and give gifts around these funny little holidays?
I'm unsure what I want to say. I am weak, and I need to find strength. Not from the fragment of shining light within my soul that came from Lucius. Not from the hoop of beautiful metal inset with a gem of fire that came from him.
I need to find this strength from somewhere deep inside myself, where the past can collide with the present and an absolve can be made.
How I can do this, however, I am too distant from who I thought I was to know.
Some things have happened of late that could easily break a man. It is with that in mind that I wonder about such things as fate, chance and time.
It wasn't a moment too soon, that I was given a small hoop of metal add to my barrier of protection against the rest of the universe. After all, to hold such a thing between ones fingers does give one a sense that they are weighted, should the flurry of the storm sweep them away.
I know, that I am safe, despite myself, and despite everything. I am fortified, and I thank you, for that shining barrier you have placed around my heart.
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